Saturday, September 29, 2007

yesterday toby went to the beach to see some dolphins.
there's one.

after the beach she went to the vet because, for some really strange reason, her fur is falling out. all along her back and sides the fur is sort of mottled with circular bald patches... basically it's borderline hideous.
i honestly don't know what the heck it is. apparently the vet didn't either. we ruled out the obvious, mange mites, ringworm, flea allergy...blah blah blah. he looked at a skin scraping under the microscope. nothing there. i asked if it could be hormonal and he said well yes maybe we should take some blood, it might be an underactive thyroid although that usually shows up in middle aged dogs not seniors like tobysue. tobysue is a senior you know although i don't think she knows it. anyway.. it's always frustrating to go the vet and have them scratch their head, make a couple of guesses and then charge you $287.00. he finally said it could be a staph infection which really doesn't make any sense since she is not at all itchy...well it doesn't make sense to me but whatever. he gave me some kind of antibacterial shampoo and some antibiotics for her to take and then we have to wait for the lab tests to come back. i really hope it's something he can figure out. she looks ridiculous.

Friday, September 28, 2007

josh said something about having authentic experiences. that's kinda funny because i often search for authenticity in everyday life and my camera seems to have become my looking glass. i look for what is real.. what hasn't been exploited by souless, profit driven outsiders without a conscience.
there seems to be a lot of authenticity in this little town here along the water. i think that's why i like it so. yesterday i spent the day with a girl about the age of josh. she grew up in this town with her parents along the water. her father had his own business here and he often took her fishing when she was a child. she recently got her degree in marine biology and after 6 years of college returned here, back to her home, to put it to good use by becoming a part of a research team that is going to protect this fragile environment that she loves so much.
this is an authentic young lady, not driven by anything but a passion for what she loves and believes in. i wish her well. i'm sure her parents are proud of her.
i also like her because she drives an old car with a broken air conditioner.
everyone needs a real passion. if they don't have one they need to force themselves to find one if they want their lives to be more than just making money and spending money and constantly looking for some sort of artificial fullfillment.
there's something to be said about living in a small town. it's easier to see the authenticity. it's off the beaten track away from the super stores, the traffic jams and the congestion of concrete and steel buildings. you have to get out of the rat race if you want to see it.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

an established oyster bed is a solid foundation for many organisms that are essential to a healthy marine ecosysytem.... such as
mussels, whip and mud worms, sea squirts, sea anemone, barnacles, fan worms and mud crabs.


baby oysters (called "spat"). awwww.


the oyster project started out a little behind schedule this morning when we realized the fuel filter was clogged so i ran to west marine to get a new one.




then we took off for the day with several thousand baby oysters in coolers to find them a temporary home for the next 3 months.




before we released them in their baskets their size had to be recorded so heather measured and i took notes. she only measured a small sample of each vial of spat.



















about 500 of them are put into each net basket which is then secured shut and lowered into the water at various docks around the shoreline. there are about 50 people who have volunteered the use of their docks that we can hang the net baskets from.





















here we are pulling up a basket of oysters that have been growing in the water for 3 months. most of them are about 5-6 cm. which is good. 3 months ago they were the size of a pin head.







when we pull them up we hose them down, open up the net and scrape the oysters out by hand into a bucket and then they are put into the cooler. the net baskets can be cleaned and reused.
after doing this for several hours you start to really stink!













we didn't get to finish up everything today since the engine decided to overheat. luckily we were near one of the volunteer's homes on the water where heather left her truck so we left the boat tied up there and drove the cooler full of oysters to the anchorage and i took them out in the anchorage boat to the already established oyster bed in the river near the hospital where they will continue to grow and help to filter and clean the river.

we'll continue with this next week after they get someone to fix the engine in the boat. i think the water intake thingy got clogged.

in spite of the boat problems it was a good day on the water.




Wednesday, September 26, 2007


this woman scares me.

if i could learn to play the guitar i would like to play this song for the people in the laundromat and then maybe i wouldn't have to wait for a dryer.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007





on thursday morning i'll be going out with the florida oceanographic research team in their newly acquired research boat to help with the oyster restoration project. yeah! they've had to put it on hold for a while until the waters in the lagoon and the river were at the correct salinity level for oyster health and growth. i've been getting weekly email updates and i guess we have the go ahead for thursday plus the weather looks like it might cooperate. this will be an ongoing project that will last for the next couple of months. i hope to learn more about it on thursday. http://www.floridaoceanographic.org/documents/oysters.pdf


this is peculiar.

sufjan will be performing his interpretation of the brooklyn-queens expressway (bqe) november 1-3 at 8pm at the bam howard gilman opera house. the bqe discovers abstract patterns and stories in the snaking traffic, potholed pavement, billboards, badly marked exits, and beautiful city views, revealing what happens when manifest destiny converges with urban blight.

http://asthmatickitty.com/news.php?newsID=203

manifest destiny: a phrase that expressed the belief that the united states was destined to expand from the atlantic seaboard to the pacific ocean.

Monday, September 24, 2007

i think it's supposed to rain for the next 3 days straight. no sun.
that's ok. this will force me to clean out our storage unit and get ready to move. next week i'll give our official 30 day notice to the landlord. the cool part of that is i don't have to pay next month's rent since when we moved in we had to give brian the first and last month's rent plus one month security so in addition to not paying the rent for october i'll be getting another month's rent back when we move out. yea.
john went to the tool store yesterday and i guess forgot to lock the car. he was only in the store for a few minutes and when he came out someone had already stolen his back pack off the front seat of the honda which had his cell phone and camera in it. i guess he must have parked right next to a thief. how convenient. i expect to see both the phone and the camera up on ebay anytime now even though neither of them is really worth much.
the other day at work i had to listen to 3 of the guys complaining about how there just aren't enough good single women their age... blah blah blah... good meaning good looking and nice to be around and of course "their age" which is in the 40-55 yr. old bracket. one of them said "yeah they all have too much baggage and most of them are overweight".
now i'm not saying that i don't like these guys. they're really sweet but for crying out loud...
first of all women.. well at least 99.9% of them, do not understand boat people nor do they care to be exposed to the elements or crammed into tiny damp spaces. think of a bachelor pad the size of a walk in closet with all their "stuff" everywhere crammed here and there and whatever doesn't fit on the boat gets crammed into the car they drive which looks like something from sanford and son. i said "rick, you couldn't even take a woman out on a date because the only available space in your truck is that carefully carved out little area where you sit to drive." he said that they could take her car.
what i didn't say was "you guys might want to take a look in the mirror next time you're complaining about the way these women look." as mean as that sounds i'm still not sure where this double standard is coming from. maybe it's a guy thing. i don't know. but flabby pot bellies on a man is not exactly a turn on for a woman anymore than it is for a man. i bet if they got themselves in shape, worked out once and while and started looking a little more healthy they'd have a lot more date luck.
le loop
"we are gods! we are wolves!"
http://www.hardlyart.com/mp3/godswolves.mp3
catchy little tune...



neighborhood texture jam
"i fell into the borax factory of your love".
it's also quite good. heh heh.
http://www.neighborhoodtexturejam.com/mp3s/Neighborhood%20Texture%20Jam%20-%20Borax%20Factory.mp3


mcdonald’s is currently wooing an even more important demographic — moms — in its quest to show its commitment to food quality and nutritional balance. a panel of moms visits its supplier facilities, restaurant kitchens and other sites to learn about its food quality.
tonia welling of bentonville, ark., who serves on the panel, has been won over. she says she and her family now have their own “chicken nuggets, apples and milk night” at a local mcDonald’s.
“i never would have thought of them as someplace to get healthy, fresh food,” welling said wednesday from swedeboro, n.j., where she was touring a mcdonald’s produce supplier. “i wasn’t aware of how much variety they have in what they offer.”

oh tonia... you ignorant fool. where do you think those pink chicken breasts on that conveyor belt came from?????

sick, crippled chickens piled high on top of one another in cramped cages filled with dirty bird feces and poor ventilation is an accurate description of the documented conditions of the factory chicken farms of tyson foods, perdue farms and other u.s. chicken agribusiness giants according to the World Health Organization (WHO) and the Humane Society of the United States.

in the united states, approximately 8.5 billion ‘broiler’ chickens are killed for food in the u.s. each year. that works out to 23 million chickens every day. according to a recent report by VivaUSA, a non-profit organization investigating conditions in u.s. factory farms, ‘thanks to genetic selection, feed, and being prevented from moving or getting any exercise on factory farms, chickens now grow to be much larger and to grow more quickly than ever before.’ broilers today need an average of 6 weeks before slaughter compared with 12 weeks in the 1940’s. and that slaughtered chick has been produced at a high cost.
the use of growth boosters has created major health problems in the huge factory farm concentrations. because of hormone and vaccine injections to speed growth, muscle growth outstrips bone development and the chickens typically have leg and skeletal disorders that significantly affect their ability to walk. unable to walk, they must sit in poor-quality litter, creating breast blisters or hock burns. according to one report, ‘the dermatitis seen in such birds is painful in itself but the effects of inability to walk are much more severe.’
chicken organs are unable to keep up with their hyper growth rates, causing hearts or lungs to fail or malfunction, and creation of excess fluids in their bodies or death.
under special exemptions in u.s. law, chickens are excluded from the protections of the federal animal welfare act. the federal government sets no rules or standards for how these animals should be housed, fed, or treated on farms.

these are living breathing creatures for god's sake!!!

the northwest corner of arkansas is the center of the poultry industry in arkansas, the state’s largest private sector employer. the beautiful green hills and valleys belie the environmental degradation of area watersheds polluted by a tsunami of waste from one billion defecating chickens raised and slaughtered each year in arkansas.
dozens and dozens of poultry processing plants are spread among the shopping centers, modest homes and residential apartments of such towns as bentonville, rogers, springfield, fayetteville, north smith and other towns off interstate I-540 in northwest arkansas. the stench of dead chickens permeates the atmosphere. poultry plants are mostly huge nondescript, windowless facilities set back from the grid of roads and highways in the area out of the eye of the public.

no doubt a trip inside one of these facilities would give the mothers of america like tonia a more accurate idea of the sickening crap they are feeding their children and the horrendous cruelty they are contributing to everytime they have "chicken nugget night at mcdonalds".

should we talk about the dairy industry now?

Sunday, September 23, 2007

before i go off to work this morning i would like to talk about 4 things.

first of all, this is my dream car and it is for sale right up the street across from mulligan's bar and grill. i would buy it but i don't have any money to spare although i could get a small loan and pay it off fairly quickly. for the most part i never really have any wants except for an occasional new pair of sandals but this jeep makes me very lustful. i don't know this is and i can't stop thinking about it.
2nd of all. my failing eyesight is just driving me crazy. i have bi-focals which i truly despise. all they do is give me a headache and a sore neck from bobbing my head up and down. my reading glasses are ok..sort of.. but half the time i don't know where they are and when i do have them on i still have problems focusing on things several feet away. for instance, in the grocery store. i feel like mr. magoo since i have to get right up to everything to see what it says plus i just can't be wearing these things around my neck all the time everywhere i go. they get in the way, they fall off..blah blah blah. i've been reading about laser surgery and something called laser presbyopia reversal. apparently i have presbyopia. i think it can be fixed and i'm going to find someone to fix it. http://ot.adv100.com/ophthalmologytimes/article/articleDetail.jsp?id=130091
thirdly, i have decided that my brain has recently become 2 separate brains as if it has divided itself because it had too much to think about. each half has now grown and thinks independently of the other. this explains the problems i've been having since i don't think they communicate with each other very often.
lastly, eleanor rigby's "fix me" list looks like it's almost done.... well done enough to move onboard. thanks to john we now have power and a functioning charging system, running water, a nice new kitchen sink and correct me if i'm wrong, not too much left to do to actually live on her. yesterday afternoon i spent a few hours cleaning up the cabin and all john's projects which by the way look amazing. after i finished i just sat in the cabin and smiled to myself. it's very very nice and very much like a home that we will be happy in.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

first of all it's a wonderful beautiful morning here, not too hot with a nice s.e. breeze and all 3 of my house neighbors have all their windows closed, most of their blinds closed and their a.c. in on. what is the matter with these people?? donna was just complaining last week that her electric bill was $148. ???? they're all like tomb people.

ok, here are my cocoa balls.
organic, very very healthy and there is no cooking involved.
i would not hesitate to feed these yummy little things to a bunch of toddlers and not feel guilty at all.
it only takes about 1o min. to make 2 dozen.
3 c. organic raw virgin coconut (you could also use finely ground walnuts instead or a little of both).
1/2 c. organic cocoa
1 t. vanilla
3 T. agave nectar
3 T. maple syrup
2 T. almond butter or date paste
mix well using slightly wet hands.
roll into balls.
put in freezer.
meanwhile make the cocoa sauce.
1/2 c. cocoa
1/2 c. agave nectar
1 t. vanilla
2 T. organic virgin coconut oil
mix in small jar with lid.
the sauce will be fluid but it hardens when chilled.
pour over cocoa balls and serve. you could also roll the balls in the cocoa sauce and put back in the freezer.
i sprinkled some freshly ground espresso beans on top. you might want to skip this for the little ones.
agave nectar is a simple syrup made from the agave cactus in mexico. it is very low on the glycemic index which means it does not affect blood sugar levels like that horrible refined stuff they call sugar or corn syrup or whatever other nasty, low grade, cheap sweeteners they put in commercial processed crap.
raw organic cocoa has antioxidant properties which are health beneficial. these compounds are called flavonoids and include catechins, epicatechins, and procyandins. the antioxidant flavinoids are found in the nonfat portions of the cocoa bean. the flavinoids also reduce the blood's ability to clot and thus reduces the risk of stroke and heart attacks. it can increase the level of serotonine in the brain. it is rich in a number of essential minerals, including magnesium, calcium, iron, zinc, copper, potassium and manganese and vitamins A, B1, B2, B3, C, E and
pantothenic acid.
coconut is highly nutritious and rich in fiber, vitamins, and minerals, too many to mention here. it is classified as a "functional food" because it provides so many health benefits beyond its nutritional content. coconut oil is of special interest because it possesses healing properties far beyond that of any other dietary oil and is extensively used in traditional medicine among asian and pacific populations. it has amazing healing properties for digestive disorders such as crohn's disease/irritable bowel syndrome. it also protects the skin from sun damage/free radicals. organic coconut oil is definitely the best of all oils to use in the kitchen. coconut oil may have properties like a natural antibiotic that renders some viruses, bacteria and fungi inactive. the work of mary enig, a biochemist who also has a doctorate in nutritional sciences, is often referenced. enig says that the body uses an ingredient in coconut oil to make the disease-fighting substance monolaurin. (read her speech "Health and Nutritional Benefits From Coconut Oil”). do not confuse the deadly hydrogenated coconut oils found in processed foods with virgin coconut oil. while virgin coconut and coconut oil does contain cholesterol, it is the good kind, the hdl's and they are very beneficial in lowering total serum cholesterol levels and keeping it at a healthy level.
it's no wonder why those cultures, such as the ones who live in the tropics, and whose diet consists of fresh fish, fresh fruits, vegetables and coconut have such superior health and longevity and even though they are subjected to intense sun exposure, do not get such things as skin cancers which seems to be so prevalent in our society today.

Friday, September 21, 2007

12 things that make me smile
music
art
create
free
make
ocean
wind
nature
food
challenge
write
love
13 if you count espresso



my neighbor, jill, brought over her pictures of her recent trip back to where she grew up as a child in montserrat.
this is plymouth, the capital of montserrat...2007.
it's gone really, buried forever but they, all the people of montserrat in this wonderful little close community where everyone knows and cares about each other, picked themselves up, picked up the pieces and did what they had to do. they moved and rebuilt the capital, the heart and the public gathering place of the island, up to the north part of the island, relocated just about everything really, all the while never letting this tragedy get the best of them or take away what they had all built together on this little island.
jill said she cried when she saw plymouth.
her family's old home is still there. thankfully it was not in the path of the eruption of the volcano.
we were there in 1990 before the devastation. nature can be cruel sometimes.
i think it's just another reminder to remember to appreciate what you have, even if it's not much, even if you're often struggling to make ends meet....you can still remember to appreciate all the good things in your life and to go out and try to make a difference, do something good......
even when you think you have nothing.. you really have alot. you have yourself and your family and your friends. you have your dreams and goals and all those things that money can't buy.
it's a beautiful day today here in jensen beach. it might even be the most beautiful day we've had so far.........

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Organic Consumers Association (OCA): OCA monitors and reports on important issues impacting all things organic
http://www.OrganicConsumers.org

Environmental Working Group: this organization focuses on the environment, educating readers with articles about toxic chemicals in foods and consumer products, threats to the environment, and corruption between commercial interests and government regulators.
http://www.EWG.org

Commercial Alert (CA): Founded in part by Ralph Nader, and currently headed by Gary Ruskin, Commercial Alert is fighting against the abusive, overreaching power of corporations and their desire to exploit the public in any way that generates higher profits.
http://www.CommercialAlert.org

PR Watch: Exposing and countering corporate and government spin, PR Watch is a valuable source for honest information that you'll never see printed in the corporate-controlled mainstream media. It's headed in part by John Stauber, author of "Toxic Sludge is Good For You - Lies, Damn Lies and the Public Relations Industry." That's a book that explains just about everything being spun out of the food corporations, drug companies, artificial sweetener producers and chemical manufacturers today.
http://www.PRwatch.org

PLoS Medicine: This open-source, fiercely-independent medical journal consistently publishes honest, hard-hitting studies that expose the fraud of disease mongering, the false claims in drug ads and many other important issues.
http://medicine.plosjournals.org

you've got to watch the videos on youtube that this girl, karen knowler, has put together on raw foods. she's really adorable and how can you argue with a simple super healthy recipe that takes about 5 minutes to make. i'm making those nori rolls and the kale and avocado salad.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007


toby and i took a walk on the beach this morning. they are still working on that obscene house that was started over 2 yrs ago. i'm really curious about who in the hell is going to actually live there. it could easily house all the homeless children in the county.

i kept thinking about the raw food thing as we walked. i thought how hard it is sometimes for people to change even though it's really just a matter of changing what you decide to pay money for and what you do in your spare time.
actually even if you just eat better some of the time, it's an improvement. for instance.. eat raw for breakfast and lunch and then have your pasta or whatever for dinner. make it a gradual thing and start getting rid of the ugly nasty stuff. either way you have to keep telling yourself that you deserve much better than what you see on the side of the road or in that package of stuff at the store. it's nothing but corporate road kill in a pretty package.
start with these smoothies for breakfast. trust me they are wonderful.
eat big leafy organic veggie and fruit salads for lunch. add some seeds and nuts, dried fruits.
then start learning more. get inspired.
make one or two raw dinner meals a week. it will grow on you once you realize that you don't have to cook anything, eat greasy shit or have much to clean up.
it will grow on you because you will start to feel like a million bucks and you will lose any desire to go back to the crap, the nasty greasy stuff and the over cooked, over processed food.
"raw food made easy", used on amazon, would be a good start.
i realized that i already eat raw for breakfast and lunch. it's just the dinners where i seem to have blinders on. that can easily change though... at least for some of the weekly dinners. john likes his pastas and an occasional piece of fish. that's cool.





the raw food workshop last night was so inspiring that i just wanted to hug everyone there and thank them for the opportunity to spend the evening with people who understand the importance of and the big picture of how what we eat effects not only our own health but the health of our planet.
i doubt if anyone can argue with the fact that raw foods are a thousand times healthier for all concerned. of course saying it and making the transition are two different things.
we learned to prepare a nice meal last night, sort of a tex-mex meal which was so good... i can honestly say it was just excellent food, the kind of food that makes you feel amazing and thankful that you've just eaten something so super nutritious that it almost blows your mind. seriously.
she had previously made the flax onion hemp bread in her food dehydrator at home. this bread is more like a thick cracker, you eat it just like regular bread if you want to but we loaded our freshly made toppings on top of it. it's a simple recipe made with sliced onions, flax seeds, sunflower seeds, hemp seeds, nama shoyu (the best form of organic soy sauce), and coconut oil which you make into a batter and spread out on a cookie sheet to dry or dehydrate. i think i'm going to look around for a used food dehydrator. it makes a lot sense to dry foods especially on a boat. i want to learn more about preserving and drying foods. this bread was absolutely scrumptious, like something we ate at angelina's kitchen in nyc. very gourmet tasting. no doubt once you start eating this stuff regular bread will become as horrible to you as whole cow's milk or those horrible greasy jelly donuts. god, people just don't even know that they're missing when they spend their lives eating commercially prepared crap.
we made a sort of meaty thing like taco meat which consisted of walnuts (organic, raw and ground up in the food processor), cumin, chili powder, coriander and nama shoyu and a little cayenne. this stuff once mixed looks like a pate and tastes amazing. there's something about mixing walnuts with nama shoyu that totally changes the flavor of each and combines the flavors on a different level, if that makes any sense.
we also made a cilantro pesto which was very cheesy. we used cilantro or basil or you can use 1/2 spinach and half some other greens, pine nuts, sunflower seeds, olive oil, fermented miso, lemon juice and garlic... all mashed up in the food processor. omg...
after that we made 2 kinds of salsas. a tomato salsa with mango and a corn avocado salsa.
we made these little cocoa balls with raw cocoa, coconut, vanilla, agave nectar, maple syrup and almond butter. they tasted like those expensive gourmet chocolate truffles except that they're actually good for you. to top them off we made a chocolate sauce that will blow your mind, just raw cocoa, agave nectar, vanilla and coconut oil. this stuff is decadent.
let me tell you something really really great about raw foods. YOU DON'T HAVE TO COOK IT!
how cool is that. just chopping and mixing.
all of the stuff we made was more than enough to last for a bunch of meals.
i learned about soaking foods, such as beans, seeds, nuts and grains and how water and the soaking process unlocks the nutrients and releases very valuable and necessary enzymes, making them more of a live food. cool. we learned how important enzymes are to our digestion and such.
marinating some foods such as kale and chard, softens and tenderizes them. you can finely chop them and marinate them in a little salt, olive, coconut or flax oil, and lemon juice. even better the next day.
the instructor was very big on hemp which is a complete protein with good omega's, coconut oil and the importance and nutrition value of spices such as cinnamon.
she was also very persistent about organic. simply put: conventionally grown foods are not grown in healthy soils and healthy soil is mandatory for a healthy nutrient dense plant. she talked about the time she met with a conventional farmer of strawberries and he spoke about all the chemicals and pesticides he used on his crops. he said that although he made a pretty decent living selling his strawberries he would not feed them to his family or allow his children to eat them... because he knew how dangerous the "fda approved" chemicals were.
she gave us a list of ideas for a weekly menu, a list of ingredients for a shopping list and a list of books to read such as conscience eating, rawvolution and raw food made easy for 1-2 people and some good websites.
the night went way too fast as i listened to this young woman who is just finishing up her master's degree in holistic nutrition. it was apparent that she had a tremendous passion for what she did and a great concern for our health and our environment and it made me feel very good about the 3 children she had and whom she talked about often. those are some lucky children. she said that her goal was to educate as many people as possible, anyone who'll listen... about the big picture of our way of living, consuming and eating and how it affects us all and every single thing around us and how we have to change because the way we are doing things now obviously isn't working.
here is the recipe we made last night for a most amazing breakfast shake. better than i've ever had before and very filling:
all these ingredients are raw and organic.
put in blender in this order:
3 dates (soaked for a while or overnight)
1/2 c. filtered water
blend these until smooth and pasty
then add:
2 T nut butter (almond, peanut, etc.) 3-4 T raw almonds (soaked in filtered water overnight)
1 frozen banana (you can peel bananas, cut them up and freeze them so they don't go bad)
1/2 c. ice
dash of cinnamon.
yum. you can also add whatever else suits your mood...flax seeds, hemp seeds, some ginger, cocoa powder, or even some greens and mangos. some raw grated ginger is great for digestion and good at calming down upset stomachs.
it's all good.
one of the most important aspects of this type of food preparation and eating is the quality of the final product... it is far far superior to the average american meal. it is super dense nutrition and therefore you don't have to eat as much since there is no crappy unhealthy fillers and such... just simple... there is no waste. less is more when you eat this way and the costs are on the average less than all the crap we normally spend our money on. not to mention the fact that good food and good health keeps us out of the hospital and the pharmacy.
finally we had an interesting discussion as to why people in our society keep on and on eating things that are harming them. it is clear that when we keep consuming these unnatural foods, foods that our bodies do not recognize, foods that have little or no value to us, not only do we suffer physically and mentally but we deteriorate at an earlier age and our quality of life begins to turn ugly.
i see this in just about everyone i know who is around my age and older and even in people 10-20 years younger. it's actually quite frightening.
i used to think of raw foods as something sort of out there, you know, too much trouble or whatever... but it's really just a transition, another step forward into a way of life that is better in so many ways, really...
i guess most people will never get out of the conventional, the standard american way, the way of life and consuming that is totally all wrong but then there are those who are willing and maybe intelligent or thoughful enough to want to do things better. i don't think we're all here to keep on making the same mistakes our parents made or keep on making the same old stupid choices... i think we have to keep looking for a better way to do things. transition in a society is what makes us who we are.
as consumers we have been horribly and, in my opinion, criminally influenced by big food, mega corporations with no conscience, big pharma, and all the others whose only goal is the almighty dollar through constant mind numbing advertising and ridiculous commercials promising convienence for busy mothers, happy happy meals and a pill for everything that goes wrong with you.
the good news is that there is a definite food revolution going on whether you know it or not and the times are gonna change. i believe that.
i look forward to the day when the mothers of this country finally stand up for themselves and their families and are willing to fight back against the crap that has been pushed on us for far far too long. fight back, learn how to prepare foods once again, learn how to be responsible consumers and take the time to do what's really important.... important in the aspect of teaching them to be healthy conscience consumers not mindless idiots wandering around the mall for the lastest outfits all the while existing on chicken fingers and mac&cheese. woman have an immense power to change things. we are the keeper of the keys. we are the nurturers and the ones who bring the new life into this world. we have powerful responsibility to educate ourselves and become strong leaders in the fight against the profiteers of the corporate world.
we have to question everything and especially our disturbing reliance on the corporate food system.
we have to question the fact that of the nearly 40,000 food items found in the average supermarket 50% of them are produced by ten companies?
sadly, we as consumers have allowed this to happen. we have become complacent and dependent on this industrial food system. we must remember that the vast majority of contaminated food has come directly out of the industrial food system, not local markets.
we can seek out local alternatives and safer alternatives. while the cost for local or organic food may be slightly higher, we need to remember the highest cost food items are the most highly processed foods, foods that are the least nutritious and those that account for the highest use of chemicals, preservatives and artificial ingredients.
they are the big cash cows of the corporate food industry.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007



10/14/2007 the earl, atlanta

10 /15/2007 bottletree, birmingham

(darn, 2 months too late)

10/16/2007 mink, houston

10/17/2007 the mohawk, austin

jensen beach... i don't think so.

http://www.bagofsongs.com/samples/Earlimart-Happy_Alone.mp3

http://www.bagofsongs.com/samples/Earlimart-Everybody_Knows_Everybody.mp3

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strange things happen when i'm fast asleep. i woke up this morning and the entire living room/kitchen area was flooded. i guessss we must have had a pretty good rain last night. the little area rugs were just about floating in the rain water that blew in from the open sliding glass doors. at least the floors are clean now and everything smells really fresh. i call it nature's febreze - ocean scent.

i heard another commercial for this so called "restless leg syndrome" aka rls. apparently this is another one of ailments that only affect americans. i started wondering just how many americans actually have these twitchy legs or what would cause someone to have twitchy legs. i remembered that when i was pregnant i did have something strange like that when i was trying to get to sleep. i read that it was due to a folate deficiency, the stuff you get from green leafy veggies and such and that you have to take/eat more folate when you're pregnant cause the baby wants it all.
so big pharma has a pill for this. it's not folate though. it's called requip which is actually ropinirole hydrochloride. i'm not exactly sure what that is but it has a lot of really cool side effects... like the urge to fall asleep when you're driving a car and sudden uncontrollable urges to gamble and have sex. wow. how cool is that.
apparently this rls is pretty common and it's not just a pregnant thing anymore. it's not hard to figure out that it's just another side effect of the standard american diet.... lack of nutrients, lack of green vegetables and a constant intake of junk and fast food. according to johns hopkins, a diet high in saturated fat, refined grains, sugar and/or alcohol and a lack of exercise will increase the problems with rls.
it's interesting to note that the restless leg foundation received 44% of its $1.4 million in funding from the pharmaceutical company that makes requip. no doubt the makers of these drugs would go out of business if americans just ate what they were supposed to and got off their ass and exercised once and while.
requip is also prescribed for parkinson's disease which is caused by free radical damage to the nerve cells due to a lack of protective antioxidants. i can't even pretend to understand even the tiniest bit of medical mumbo jumbo about all this but simply put: antioxidants can cancel out the cell-damaging effects of free radicals and people whose diet mainly consists of fruits and vegetables rich in polyphenols and anthocyanins are not the ones in the doctor's offices suffering from all these ailments that make big pharma so wealthy.

having said that, i now have a throbbing ear infection that has been getting worse and worse in the last several days and which is requiring me to "go to the doctor" this morning to get some antibiotic ear drops. and.... i know exactly how i got it... by swimming in the ocean last week when the water was full of that smelly brown algae. it wasn't really full but it was there and i knew it. it's called red tide or algae bloom and if i had actually used any good sense i would have stayed out of the water. red tide is for the most part a natural occurrence and seems to happen when the waters are really warm, thus the rapid accumulation and growth of the algae. sometimes it is due to human activities such as from the runoff of nutrients from big ag. which disrupts the natural ph levels and causes an increase in algae growth. there is some type of toxin that is released by this type of algae and it is known to cause respiratory problems and ear infections in humans. well i'm sure the local surfers and divers knew better and stayed out of the water for those couple of days and i am paying for my stupidity.

Monday, September 17, 2007

i'm sorry but i think this is funny.


the brown anole's are at it again.




here's some interestingly disturbing thoughts about where your food comes from:

1. the average food item on a u.s. grocery store shelf has traveled farther than most families go on their annual vacation.

2. cattle and chickens have been brought off the pastures and into intensely crowded and mechanized cafo's where corn--which is no part of a cow's natural diet, by the way--could be turned cheaply and quickly into animal flesh and fat. all these different products, in turn, roll on down the new industrial food pipeline to be processed into the cheap foods on which our nation now largely runs.

3. most of the calories that enter our mouths are in forms hardly recognizable as corn and soybeans. beef, eggs and poultry are all coming from an artificial process which is unhealthy and dangerous to human health. if every product containing corn or soybeans were removed from your grocery store there would be very little left, maybe a naked lightbulb or two.

of course this is nothing new but it could give you something to think about next time you're too lazy to plan your daily food intake as if it actually mattered.. to your beliefs, or to your health or to anything at all. i guess nothing really matters if you don't have any beliefs and you've convinced yourself that you have much more important things to do with your time and it especially doesn't matter if you don't even know what your daily food/nutrient intake should be in the first place.

one of the most fantastic things about a blog like this: you can put it in reverse and go back in time. it's really weird. i went back in time this morning to this time last year. oh i flew to atlanta to see laura and sufjan and the fishes. now granted it was only one year ago but just imagine how cool it will be to go back 5-10 yrs and look at yourself and all the things you did and even more bizarre....all the things you said or were thinking about at the time.

we all have thoughts and ideas and dreams and opinions about life...but when you actually write them down and record them it makes them permanent. really this whole blog or web log is just a diary. i thought it would interesting to record my peculiar thoughts and all the things i see and do everyday and it certainly has given me an opportunity to take a good look at myself. i'm sure most nonblog people would see this as narcissistic. it probably is but maybe it's in a good way... a way that maybe encourages someone to keep moving forward and a way that helps balance your relationships with the world and the people around you. it helps you remember that even the simple things you do everyday are important for they are what makes you who you are and that it's good to have goals and be passionate about life and do for others as often as you can.

i've always been a list maker. i always make a weekly list of what i would like to do or accomplish or actually need to do. on a really busy day i'll make a daily list of what i need to do that day. these lists are always changing. i change my mind alot, probably way too much. either way they help me focus. sometimes i look forward to those rare days when there's really nothing that needs to be done. i know that's a good day to paint, read a book at the beach, make something useful or yummy or just sit and plan out/organize/create/appreciate ideas and thoughts.

i'd much rather write on closereach than sleep in or watch the today show plus... i can't sleep any later than 5am anymore so it gives me something to do in the dark morning when everyone else is alsleep.
i am thankful for the opportunity to write even if it's only for myself. i often think about all the scattered families, such as mine, and how nice it would be if they all had web diaries to share with the people who care about them. it really doesn't take much time.. a little less tv watching or whatever wasteful thing we do each day.. it's a wonderful way to keep connected to each other.

sometimes it's good to get off the highway and just sit and think... let it all hang out... expose yourself and just be real.

speaking of that...my landlord, brian, called me to let me know that an appraiser is coming today to look at our building once lovingly called the "pineapple house". i guess there's not much love there anymore. he goes on to tell me that his wife has filed for the big "d" and that he's just devastated plus apparently, according to brian, she's a very angry bitch who wants everything including his jugular vein. he said he can't eat or sleep and he's just a mess. i told him i was very sorry to hear about it. when i saw him last week he looked like he had lost alot of weight, really skinny, strange looking and acting. i mentioned to him that he looked like he had lost alot of weight and he said he had just gotten over pneumonia. as i talked to him i kept thinking that something was going wrong with him and that it was either the pesticides he's been using in his pest control business for years or that he had become a coke fiend or something. i didn't believe the pneumonia story at all. of course i am a skeptic about what most people say or don't say. people lie alot it seems because it's too embarrasing to tell the truth.
all i could think of to say to brian was to try to think of this: " it will pass and that maybe a year from now you will be in a much better place in your life". like they say "when life hands you lemons, make lemonade". when you have bad times you just have to buckle down and do the best you can but never forget to hold your head high, don't let yourself get dragged into the mud, you'll get through it and you will be stronger for it. blah blah blah.
we all have had bad times in our lives, i certainly have...some of our own doing and some beyond our control and of course there are the people who just seem to be always miserable no matter what.
i often wonder what makes some people more miserable than others.. why they're always unhappy, why they half the time feel sick or have something wrong with them or why they complain so much and find fault with everything all the time.
maybe it's just too much bad food and television watching. heh


Sunday, September 16, 2007




coastal clean 2007.. it was another good day with the gang. i didn't take many photos but i did get to walk the beach with my buddy, gil, who spent the whole time telling me about the plants and which ones were edible which was quite interesting. we walked, ate wild plants and picked up bits of litter. we decided that we don't know very much about what kinds of sea plants/seaweeds are good to eat and will have to do some research on that.





later on i went snorkling with genetta and we found ourselves in the middle of a giant school of beautiful silver mullet.



they just kept swimming circles around us for some odd reason. it was making me dizzy. it appears as if a few of these fish are actually swimming upside down. i didn't know they did that.


























after we cleaned up from our picnic i took a drive downtown to the alternative energy festival. i'm really interested in these electric cars. maybe it's because they're so quite. they're not cheap and they're not that convienent... sort of like fast food. there's definitely a correlation there. convienence is not always a good thing and neither is cheap.



as the day progressed it got to be extremely hot, like dripping sweat hot everywhere i went so i went to the library to read for a while. they didn't have any books on edible sea plants but i think i may have found one that i can order. it's an identification guide and cookbook.







the cool library made me feel much better so i made my way down to the natural food store where they were having a 25 yr anniversary. the woman who owns and runs the place is really sweet. the whole place was packed with people, many i noticed , had just been at the alternative energy festival and some i knew from some other places around town. we snacked on all the freebies and i signed up for a raw foods seminar next tuesday night. i learned one thing though... if you're ever feeling totally exhausted after a long hot day just drink a bunch of green barley juice and within minutes you'll get a sort of popeye energy rush.
today i work from 7-6 and it's still sort of slow so i might find some time to read some of my new book, animal, vegetable, miracle. john is in tampa for the week at a helicopter show. i think it's been about 2 months now that he's been gone except for the weekends.
i saw a little sign in the bathroom at the health food store that i liked a lot. it said "when i count my blessings, i count you twice".


Saturday, September 15, 2007


today is international coastal cleanup day once again and i am the jensen beach coordinator. all my volunteers are from the anchorage. we are meeting at the beach at 7:30 am and will work until noon. i love this event because while we clean up i can visualize all the other people around the world doing the exact same thing. it's grown tremendously since 1986 when the ocean conservancy had their first volunteer cleanup in texas.
i begged some food donations from publix and a couple of boxes o joe from dunkin donuts in jensen beach so i will have some breakfast and a little picnic lunch for all the volunteers. i'll post some pictures later on.
everytime i go to the beach i can't help but smile. a lot of people find beauty in the mountains or the countryside but for me, it will always be the ocean.
it's going to be a beautiful day!
later on this afternoon there's an alternative energy event in downtown stuart at the knowledge tree bookstore. it should be interesting. the knowledge tree is now a recharging station for electric cars and it's free to recharge. how cool is that. i love this concept and i think it's going to grow. just think of the possibilities..... you recharge your car or scooter while you shop.... now if only the recharging stations were solar powered............

Thursday, September 13, 2007


i think moses johnson looks like the geico gecko.
i miss that little guy.

maybe his mom can bring him down for thanksgiving. maybe we should all get together for thanksgiving down here and josh can fly in. maybe we can all go for a sail and moe can sit up on the bow of eleanor rigby. i can get him a little sailor outfit. wouldn't that be nice.






update on eleanor rigby...

the 6 new batteries are finally in and have been installed. it was somewhat of a chore taking the old ones out of the boat and bringing in the 6 new ones. they ain't light. these are the batteries they use in golf carts.

the new little generator is in and onboard. it will charge the batteries when necessary.. as a backup when there's not enough sun or wind to run the solar panels or the wind generator. this little baby can run everything on the boat if necessary with very little fuel and you can just about barely hear it running.

getting down to the end of the to-do list...finally. the new galley sink and faucets have to be installed along with my water filter and then.... it's just a matter of cleaning everything up and moving in. moving in day should be sometime around the end of october. heh.



here's an amazing recipe for one the the "world's healthiest foods", swiss chard. the reason it's amazing is because it's really easy and if you don't like swiss chard you'll like this anyway or so i figured out last night when i fed it to my dear husband. he gobbled it up and didn't say a word.

i found the recipe in "animal, vegetable, miracle".

make a big pot of brown rice. meanwhile saute garlic and onion in olive oil.

add 1 c. grated or finely chopped carrots, 1 c. chopped tomatoes ( or a small can of chopped tomatoes) and a big bunch of swiss chard, chopped into bite sized pieces. stir it and fold everything together, add a bunch of fresh pepper, a little red pepper. a little oregano and some salt. keep stirring until the chard wilts then turn heat down to low and cover. barely simmer for about 20 minutes or so while the rice is cooking. serve with fresh grated parm cheese over brown rice.

you could add some chopped mushrooms but this tasted good just the way it is. i like these kinds of recipes because really you don't have to follow any recipe just make it up as you go along.

that's the way i make pasta sauce and i don't mind saying so... it tastes a whole lot better than most restaurants and way better than any jarred stuff. it's definetly cheap and very healthy.

as always, saute a bunch of garlic and chop. onions in a bunch of olive oil until the onions are transparent. add a box of chopped tomatoes, a large can of organic chop. tomatoes or a bunch of fresh tomatoes. cook for a while, stirring and add a bunch of fresh herbs, oregano, basil, a little red pepper, lots of fresh black pepper and salt. cook for a little while longer. then eat or add whatever... mushrooms, etc. it all takes about 20 minutes. this is the way they make it in italy, i watched them make it... just plain and simple. you really must have fresh parmesan though. it makes a huge difference. and some really good pasta.. the kind you get at the italian markets. barilla is pretty good and also barilla plus... it is whole grain and has added nutrients and protein. cook the pasta in salted water, drain, drizzle with olive oil and then add the sauce in with the pasta, mix it around and cover while you get the plates or bowls ready.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

this is purslane.
the fda lists it as a pervasive weed, the 6th most common weed on the planet, but it is actually a leaf vegetable that is eaten by many cultures throughout the world and it grows wild just about everywhere. there are several varieties. this one grows along the shore and the beaches and has a slightly saltier taste.

i was reminded about this plant the other day at work when gil, the local naturalist, brought some into my office and we sat and ate it. i like the taste of it... sort of tart and lemony and a little bit like watercress or maybe alfafa sprouts. he said it was extremely high in nutrients so i decided to find out more about it.


interestingly enough, purslane is contains more omega-3 fatty acids than any other leafy vegetable plant. purslane has .01 mg/g of epa. this is an extraordinary amount of epa for land based vegetable sources. epa is an omega-3 fatty acid, substances lower blood pressure and cholesterol levels, normally found mostly in fish and some algae. it also contains lots of good vitamins such as vitamin C, and some vitamin B and carotenoids, as well as minerals, such as magnesium, calcium, potassium and iron. it also has two types of betalain alkaloid pigments, the reddish betacyanins (visible in the coloration of the stems) and the yellow betaxanthins (noticeable in the flowers and in the slight yellowish cast of the leaves). both of these are are potent antioxidants and have been found to have antimutagenic properties. it has 6 times more beta carotene than spinach.


medieval herbalists described purslane as ‘cold,’ meaning that it was considered a cure for a ‘burning’ (or malfunctioning) heart and liver. greeks call it a ‘blood-cleansing’ herb. In mexico, purslane is considered good for diabetics. it has many other curative properties such as for sore throats, diarrhea, burns, ear aches... alot of herbalists have used it for centuries as a detoxifier. either way it is considered an unsung super food. it has been said that it was ghandi's favorite vegetable.


you can find purslane growing wild along the roadsides, anywhere really, i'm not sure just how far west it grows. it is sometimes sold in farm markets. it is a hardy plant and thrives in dry hot conditions where most vegetables would wilt and die. it's best to pick early in the morning and away from anywhere where it might have been sprayed or contaminated. or you can just grow it yourself. it grows like a weed, very fast, creeping along the ground smothering just about anything in it's path. it's a good low growing ground cover.


i looked up recipes for purslane and found many that include it with cucumbers and yogurt. apparently it tastes really good with cucumber. it's good raw, in salads, stir fried, in omelets, rolled up in tortillas or just dropped into soups and stews. more recipes: http://www.prodigalgardens.info/purslane%20recipes.htm


i guess this isn't very interesting to most people but i just find it fascinating. there are a lot of these wild edible plants growing everywhere unnoticed by most, many of them are super nutritious and of course... free for the taking.

Monday, September 10, 2007

7:10 am september 10



fishing dock on indian river dr.










"naturally, our first stop was to buy junk food and fossil fuel. . . ."



Animal, Vegetable, Miracle makes a passionate case for putting the kitchen back at the center of family life and diversified farms at the center of the American diet.


"This is the story of a year in which we made every attempt to feed ourselves animals and vegetables whose provenance we really knew . . . and of how our family was changed by our first year of deliberately eating food produced from the same place where we worked, went to school, loved our neighbors, drank the water, and breathed the air."

Sunday, September 09, 2007



this stuff is amazing for anything bacterial or viral. one large tablespoonful every 4hrs. and it'll kill whatever's gotten into you and unlike antibiotics it has no known side effects. topically, it can be used to fight fungal infections of the skin or nails and to promote the healing of burns, wounds, cuts, rashes, and sunburn. it can be used on toothaches and mouth sores, as eye drops and as a gargle to fight tooth decay and bad breath. taken internally, colloidal silver can be used to fight infection. it has been shown to be effective against more that 650 disease-causing organisms, including escherichia coli (E. coli) bacteria and the fungus candida albicans

in the nineteenth century, colloidal silver -- also known as argentum colloidale, argentum crede and collargolum -- was a prominent treatment for everything from colds to skin infections. in the 1940s, the good old fda began its decades-long oppression of medicinal silver under the guise that it was unsafe; however, in reality, the fda banned silver because of the threat it poses to the antibiotics industry.

the fda banned over-the-counter sales in the us of any product claiming to have therapeutic value, health benefits, or making any medical claims, unless it is a drug. despite colloidal silver's earlier history as a drug, the product now has the status of a dietary supplement in the us(dietary supplements cannot claim to cure diseases, only that they "support healthy functioning"). strangely enough in 1999 the fda was considering making colloidal silver a prescription item. interesting... why would they restrict something which, even if it is worthless, is totally benign?"

basically it is just a liquid suspension of silver particles which actually you can make yourself with distilled water and a few things from radio shack. might come in handy if you were in the outback somewhere or too cheap to buy it.

grilled red Pepper and eggplant
coat 2 red bell peppers, cut into wedges, stems and seeds removed, and 8 1/2-inch slices eggplant with olive oil. grill; arrange on a platter. top with 3 tablespoon olive oil and 1 tablespoon red wine vinegar. Add 1 tablespoon chopped fresh oregano and 1/2 cup crumbled feta. season to taste with salt and pepper.






green bean & potato salad



steam 1 lb cubed red-skinned potatoes over boiling salted water 10 minutes; add 1 lb trimmed, cut green beans; steam 5 minutes. drain. toss with 3 tablespoon olive oil, 2 tablespoon red wine vinegar, 1 cup thin wedges sweet white onion, and 1 cup cherry tomatoes. season to taste with salt and pepper.

Saturday, September 08, 2007

if you can't honestly say that you feel great, have the energy of a child, wake up early without fatigue, sleep well, have no constant aches and pains, no lingering illnesses, no stuffiness or sinus issues, no bouts of mental instabilities or none of the typical western dis-eases that plague this country then you're probably
running on empty and barely existing on whatever little bits of nutrients you are getting from your failure to take your daily nutrition requirements seriously.


an essential nutrient is a nutrient required for normal body functioning that cannot be synthesized by the body and must be obtained from a dietary source. some categories of essential nutrient include vitamins, dietary minerals, essential fatty acids, and essential amino acids. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Essential_nutrient
"essential" is the key word here. essential means "required for normal and healthy functioning", not maybe or every once and a while. essential. every day. period.
the one and only way to get all the essentials is to take your food intake very seriously...every single day... and to redefine how you think about "food". redefine it to the point where you must ask yourself everyday "what do i need to eat today" in order to get the "essential" nutrients i need to sustain good health.... good physical health and good mental health.
it's just that simple. take it seriously no matter how young or old you are. it is the most important thing you do everyday.


Friday, September 07, 2007

this just isn't right.




















i love spinach. in fact i could eat spinach every day. i also love swiss chard and kale. they are good and earthy and green. i feel very virtuous eating these greens so that makes eating them even better.

baby spinach is good to eat instead of lettuce. i put it in sandwiches such as a sprout, cucumber, spinach sandwich with vegannaise dressing. you can get vegannaise at the health food store or whole foods. it tastes far far better than greasy fatty mayo any day. i'm not sure how they make it taste so good.
anyway, here's a really good way to cook these greens. it's so quick and easy and they taste fabulous. just wilt them like they do to make wilted spinach salad.
wash the greens lightly and leave them damp. if they're not organic then wash/soak them in "veggie wash" to get rid of the chemicals. organic greens are easy to find though so there's no point in buying the toxic ones unless that's all you can find.
heat up some olive oil in your nice big pan. add some chopped onion and garlic and saute a few minutes. then just dump the damp spinach or finely chopped chard or kale into the hot oil and start stirring and flipping the greens over and over turning them around in the oil. within a minute or two they will wilt down to less than half their size. at this point they are ready to eat. you can turn off the heat, add some fresh pepper and salt, put a lid on them and finish whatever else you are making.
now, the best part of this is that you can substitute or add anything you like. you can also use a bag of field greens, a bag of salad greens, arugula, whatever. chard and kale take a little longer to wilt and they are a bit chewier and have a stronger flavor than spinach but being that they are so full of some serious nutrients they are definitely worth getting used to. i like chard better than kale but either way i try to eat them several times a week.
now for the variations.
1. add chopped mushrooms and when sauteing the onions and garlic. you can also use red onions instead. pretty.
2. add one or more of these: chopped tomatoes, pine nuts, walnuts, croutons, parm. cheese, feta cheese or even some chopped up hard boiled eggs (local eggs from happy chickens only).
sometimes i just plop the whole thing on top of a pile of brown rice (always make a big pot of brown rice every week, enough to use in several meals).
these wilted greens go good with baked squash, sauteed fish or even better.. a broiled portobello mushroom.
broiled portobello mushrooms takes about 5 min. to make.
preheat oven on broil.
remove stem and some of the black stuff. rub the entire mushroom with olive oil.
put some finely minced onion and garlic and some fresh shaved parm. cheese on top of mushroom. sprinkle with salt and pepper.
put mushrooms on piece of alum. foil in baking pan. drizzle with more olive oil.
broil for 5 minutes.
the more you cook the faster and more efficient you get. it doesn't have to be time consuming or complicated. i can come home from work and have a nice wilted spinach (or whatever) and broiled mushroom meal ready to eat in about 20 minutes.
chop chop. broil, saute, eat. yum.
note: those little bags of spinach or field greens wilt down to about a one person serving.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

honeydew blueberry soup
1 honeydew melon
1 pint blueberries
6 oatmeal cookies
cut the melon from the rind and into chunks. puree until smooth in a food processor or blender. pour into a large bowl and stir blueberries into pureed melon. chill until very cold.
to serve, ladle soup into individual bowls and crumble an oatmeal cookie over each serving.
green bean salad

1 lb green beans (about 4 c.)
1 c. tomatoes quartered and sliced.
1 c. onions quartered and sliced.
2 T. minced garlic.
3 T. olive oil
1 tsp. salt and fresh ground pepper
trim beans, cut into 2" pieces. steam until tender crisp about 7 min. place in ice water to cool. drain on paper towel. place in lg. mixing bowl.
add toms, onions, garlic, salt and pepper. chill
1 hr. you can add any other veggies you care to preferably raw.
it's just that simple.













new goodwill oufit

gap shorts: $2.99

top: $2.99



this came out 40 yrs ago. brit electric folk rock celtic

i was listening to one of the 8 songs on the album, matty groves, and finally i had to break down and buy it used off of amazon. 3.99.

when you get to a certain age i guess you start thinking about how you got where you are and how and why things turned out the way they did. well...at least i do and i do this mostly in the morning before the sun comes up while i sit and stare (with headphones on) at the river.

this morning i'm thinking about other people's lives. last night mom mom called to chat. she told me about aunt doris who lives in maine. her husband, uncle earl (pop pop's only brother), died a while back from heart disease and now aunt doris just exists on tv dinners and television spending most of her day walking from the kitchen to the bathroom and back again. someone comes in to clean and help get her tv dinners. otherwise she just sits at her kitchen table all day staring at the tv and then she goes to bed. that's it. she has told people that she just wants to die and get it over with. i sure hope that if i ever get that morbid and depressed one of my children will snatch my butt out of there and take me somewhere to get healthy and happy again. i've seen old stray dogs like that when i worked at the humane society, the ones who were abandoned by their owners and they'd just sit in the back of the cage with their heads hanging. sometimes they'd snap at you if you got too close but really all they wanted was second chance, a kind voice and someone to care about them. they always broke my heart.

micheal, a resident boat guy and musician, came into my office yesterday afternoon, sat down in one of the chairs and asked me how many times do i eat every day. he's a good guy but a little peculiar and spacey almost as if he fried his brain on something a while back and never recovered. i have come to expect now that when ever anyone of the residents come in like that and sit down they usually have a personal problem they want to talk about with someone. over the past 2 years i've also decided that there are an awful lot of people who have difficulty getting along with others. i guess that's why they're still single and living alone plus of course the fact that it almost impossible to find anyone (female) who wants to live on a boat. our society just hasn't raised many females who are willing to live in tiny damp spaces like water campers.

i told him i eat 3x a day. he said he only eats once a day because every time he eats breakfast or lunch he gets a stomachache. as i looked up at him i just kept wondering where this was leading to and why on earth do people feel the need to tell me these things. so.. i said "well what do you eat for breakfast?" he said he eats either bagels and cream cheese or bacon and eggs. i said well if you get a stomachache after you eat something then don't eat it. eventually i find out that he really just wants to know what he should eat. i gave him a few suggestions like maybe he could make himself some smoothies, make some fruit smoothies.. they will make you feel really good. eat more fruits and veggies. stop eating so much crap. it's just that simple.

then he tells me that the girl he's supposed to get married to next month is driving him crazy because she's too clingy and wants to be too much like the good little wife fixing his dinners, washing his clothes and such and wanting to snuggle at night on the sofa watching movies with him. he said he can wash his own clothes and make his own meals and he just wants to be left alone at night to play his music. he wishes she would find her own source of entertainment and get her own hobbies. i said well.. when you're in a relationship you have to make some compromises and it's not all about you anymore and if you really love someone you usually wind up spending more time doing things to make them happy than you do for yourself. blah blah blah. it's all about giving.

micheal looked at me like he was going cry or something. he said he's not sure if he is willing to do that for anyone. he's been a single guy for a long time.

i guess it's sort of like having children. the rewards of a family and of having someone to love and love you back are far far outweigh the times when they're a real pain in the ass.

Wednesday, September 05, 2007


since i've almost finished all the projects i've been working on for the past several months i will now attempt to write a little healthy eating/eating for health cookbook for people who live on their boats. whether it ever gets finished or not depends on how distracted i get along the way.
i've decided to give it a shot anyway for several reasons.
1. for the most part these people have the worst diet i've ever seen.
they live on processed food, canned junk and hot dogs. their idea of
cooking is to throw some kind of meat on their bbq grill.
2. alot of them are single guys, some retired, some divorced, etc. and
they just have no clue even though i would guess 90% of them
probably have advanced stages of heart or some other standard
american disease.
3. there is no such book on the market unless you consider things like
sausage and peppers a healthy choice for dinner.
4. i think there are plenty of boaters who would like to eat healthier
and feel and look better but they just don't know where to begin.
they have limited cooking skills, limited space and refrigeration and
have just gotten too lazy to bother.
this will take some time and research. i'm thinking of making it somewhat humorous. heh. of course no one gets my humor most of the time but whatever..........

Tuesday, September 04, 2007


me and ellie... after i just finished scrubbing her and tying her back up to the dock. i like her to be clean.

me (staring at people) and john eating at our anchorage picnic.


me trying to make sam eat some salad.


i made 2 big platters of grilled veggie kabobs and i think i ate most of them myself. i was really hungry.



union pool sept 10th.

debut album release oct 16.

http://media.libsyn.com/media/threehive/Ghastly_City_Sleep-Hushing_Weight.mp3

Sunday, September 02, 2007

yesterday we had a nice little get together/cookout at the anchorage. i made fish kabobs and blueberry pies. we sat around the picnic tables for a couple of hours making fun of each other. it was nice, we are pretty funny sometimes.
i still choose to stand by the theory that life is what you make it, even when everything isn't just as perfect as you want it to be. the happiest people i know are the ones who are the most giving and the most thankful. they don't seem to have much time to be miserable.

Saturday, September 01, 2007

vicissitudes: a circle of children.

there's an unbelievable underwater sculpture park off the coast of grenada.


the lost correspondent.

steel and concrete sculptures that become artificial reef systems. much care was taken to find a location where this sculpture garden would not only not harm the environment but enhance it by luring people away from areas overused by water sports and by creating an artificial reef.

i can only imagine what it must be like to view art while you are in this altered state of weightlessness, buoyancy and underwater silence.... very trippy.
we really must consider this for a family vacation. i keep thinking how frightfully amusing it would be to take some unsuspecting friend out for the day to snorkle there, not mentioning the sculptures whatsoever and then just waiting for their reaction.
grenada is several islands south of montserrat and just north of trinidad/tobago.
interview with artist jason de caires taylor: http://scubaherald.com/?c=124&a=1363
the beauty of art is that it all comes from someone's imagination.......they visualize it, create it and make it real.